Ok ... soooo...

I have moved house and now have internet and all that good stuff!

What I do not have presently is a scanner, soooo I could try taking my comic to a local internet cafe or libary and useing thier scanner... mmh O.<; this does not thrill me as an action plan as it will either involve me handing over my sketch pad to let the cafe owner scan the pages ooooor sitting in a que of pissed of people waiting for me to finish useing the scanner whilst trying to enguage me in conversation about the nature of the material I am scanning ... joy...  SO! I might just play Skyrim and not update untill a new scanner is purchased XD

I have super DOOM cold of snot dripping joy... feel like death so not a massive update this week.

Hopefully I will manage to scan everything tomorrow... or I will be in bed and refusing to move...

soooooo you should get at least 4 pages if I can drag my mucus stuffed carcus to the scanner... I'm sure I'll get there... maybe.

I will probably be skipping ahead to my second Gender Clinic appointment soonish... I can't decide. It was 6 months between the two and now that I have lived those 6 months they feel like hardly anytime at all... that or I'm just loosing my memory in my olde age ( yeah yeah I know I'm still young yet ) I was trying to address some issues on body disphoria... as I'm saving all the juicy sexual nonsense for the second Gender Clinic appointment section, as I know I have not yet addressed SEX yet... I am not a very sexual person.

So I will probably play with the issue of body Dysphoria for a few more weeks before moving onto my second appointment and how that went.

I'll be talking about my body and how I relate to it, I've done a few bits about that allready... but i'll be expanding into the things about it I like, the things I hope to gain and the things I hope to change... trying to keep it more upbeat than THIS IS MAI BOHDEE IT GIVES ME TEH ICKIES!!! *o* BURN IT MIT FYRE!!! ... all things considerd my body is awesome, my only complaints about it right now for instance is that it is filled with SNOT!!! and my binder is sweaty and gross ¬.¬

Rather small update this weekend.

Had my second GIC appointment... it did not go well, SURPRISE...spoilers! AH HAAaaaaaaaaaa-

needless to say I am deeply unhappy and find myself rather not in the mood to draw just yet.

gonna have to nyam lotsa tasty sushi this weekend to make me feel better, book a tattoo a FUCK YOU tattoo!

Brothers! Sisters! and Siblings beyond and between the binary!

Sorry if the comming weekend update is alittle more EMO than I would otherwise like it to be.

I have 12 hastily scrawled pages for you, as I have felt need to draw a close on the Doctor Barrett meeting ... mostly because drawing him is driving me CRAZY!!!

at the start of this I was really angry at him and at myself for letting him make me so angry.

I'm over it now, drawing this has drained all my venom... and I'm feeling like a human being again, I'm fully incontroll of my life and ready to meet Dr.Andrew Davies for my second appointment, It took me 6 months to put my head back together after talking to Barrett and thats just shamefull, i'm better than that!

Catch you this weekend for 12 pages of EMO BAAAAWWWWW ^.^;;

I was hoping to log my first GIC meeting before I got around to my second one, but  I keep remembering STUFF that i feel I should put in.

So somehow the whole Doctor Barrett Arc is getting longer and longer.

I think I have allot of pent up anger at Doctor Barrett so it's going to take me awhile to work through it.

Hope this sucker isstill entertianing at least ^.^;;